Fresh snow, fresh start...

I have not blogged in um.. forever, so for those of you that followed the few I did on here and the lots I had on myspace? MY BAD!!

So.. to update...

Tonight was kinda crazy... there's been lots of drama at work, I snapped a couple times.. I think things are getting better though... so that's good. Here's to hopin Mojolicious will get the different position so he can stop stressing... I like happy mojo way more than grumpy mojo..

Other than that.. made my peace with a few demons.. an ex bf that I had unresolved issues with.. Okay.. he had unresolved issues with me, but we talked... we're no longer even trying to be friends, BUT... resolved, so... woot!

Went shopping with Steven for his Halloween costume.. he's going to be Duke from G.I. Joe.. :)

But... what the F, here's something new... I hung out with Chris? Seriously? Um.. I know him and I are cool but usually not for more than a few minutes at a time. And I thought that was normal for divorced people... but.. we HUNG OUT. Weirdness. We talked about a lot... gave each other a bad time about our recent escapades.. filled each other in on what we've been up to.. we've decided we need to hang out more, so the kids know that we don't hate each other.. So that's good.

It was oddly a relieving encounter. We put a lot to rest that we never really had a chance to.. since I just upped and left town cause I couldn't deal with living close to him.. I don't hate him anymore... by any stretch of the imagination... in fact... I gave him a hug.. and thanked him for being a good guy despite everything we did to each other. So... I feel... healed. Finally. Only took how fucking long? No more animosity.. no more hatred. I genuinely wish him the best, and will always be there for him, and I'm pretty sure that's now reciprocated. He does however say.. "no more redheads" LOL what can I say.. I can't fault him.. I was a royal bitch there towards the end.

Then.. its was snowing!!! Honestly the most beautiful snow I've seen in awhile.. Peaceful snow.. like being in a snow-globe! SO, we had a bit of a snow fight.. and it was like old times. He started off as my best friend.. and while he'll never be my best friend again because too much has happened... I know he's a good friend again.. and that makes me happy.. I wouldn't have it any other way.

Beyond that... my Eddy-bear is awesome.. For reals. I just hope he knows I'm serious when I say that...

Pat is freakin hilarious.. 90s hip hop night once I got home.. it was priceless, I love silliness.

I'm in just... a GOOD mood. For the first time in a LONG time.

Maybe it's being at peace with people... maybe it's the snow... maybe its my O.W.R.. maybe it's a combination of everything.. but as far as my disposition.. maybe the fresh snow has signified a fresh start. :)

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